Seriously, who say blogging is good. It has indirectly hurt someone and tarnish reputation as well, so what it let you relieve stress. You have actually cause someone heartach from it. 2 weeks ago, I wrote about my choked up. I've hurt Hubby, I've done the wrong way. Tomorrow he say he needs to talk to me. I'm not quite sure what it will be.

This might be my last entry, I never experience this before. I hope we will resolve it for good. Hubby say he need to talk to me about the things he is not happy about and he is really hurt reading my entry. Actually after 2 weeks, I realise I really over reacted. I realise that I really hurt Hubby alot but there's no chance of turning back. What I've wrote is already written, what he have read is already being read. If I'm in Hubby shoe, and I realise that my gf did this distrust in me and doubt me for everything and all that I've give in to her including my love. I think I'm devastated.

I hope Hubby will forgive my childishness, my insecurity and wrong doings. I really don't want to lose him cause of all these stupid things and I really need him. Hmm, I think keeping a diary is safer than writing it here.